Dear C,
Mommy just want to take this moment to express my gratitude. It's a privilege to be the one raising you. I knew even while you were in my womb that you are special. Just last night I have listed all the words you can say at 19 months, and it's a comprehensive list of 150+ words. And that's not even counting the many instructions you've come to understand.
Words have no meaning if the speaker doesn't mean it and emote it. So instead of listing down all the words and phrases that you can speak/understand at 19 months, mommy's going to list down all the values you've adopted as your personal character that I have the pleasure of observing so far:
High-spirited. Your ceaseless spirit drains mommy's physical energy at times, but that's a good thing. Fear is not in your nature when it comes to new thrills and adventures. Even when you're feeling under the weather, you are one unstoppable ball that just keeps rolling on smooth terrains and rocky grounds, giving the people around you so much good feels by just being yourself.
Cheerful. You're, like, literally a bundle of glee. It's too easy to get happy squeals from you - as easy as cracking a smile on Daddy face. I mean, seriously, even a noncommittal peekaboo gets you all jumpy and a piercing shriek audible within a 1-mile radius.
Kind. Mommy and daddy has never verbally asked you to share your snack or toy with anybody else, but you're not shy in sharing joyful experiences with the people around you. Did you know that for the past few months, your thing has been plucking flowers and leaves and giving them to the people around you? You also loveee giving the people you're familiar with spontaneous pats and hugs? And did you know ... that a cheerful giver is a sight to behold God's eyes? The fact that you give freely and generously makes mommy and daddy very proud of you.
Considerate. Did you know that whenever you see bruises and wounds on mommy's body parts, you always lean forward to kiss them? Did you know that when you see your friends in distress, you love running over to pat their faces ever so gently? The sight of your care and concern for other people's pain is incomparable to anything else mommy has ever seen.
Focused. Mommy and daddy are also amazed by your sense of wonder and sheer curiosity. It's crazy how single-minded you become once you're busy with a particular toy or task. No one can take an iota of your attention away from that task. Every so often, we also catch you daydreaming about something that seems deep.
Persistence. That said, you can be viewed by some as super stubborn. Once you've decided in your mind that you don't need this or want that, you are adamant about it. No one can push you, distract you, lie to you, or manipulate you into doing that which you don't wish to do. And I mean
no one. I beg to differ, and I say you're determined. Even when you keep falling down, you always get up immediately, taking no second to scrape off the dirt on your knees, only to dash like a cheetah into the distance again.
Secure. Mommy doesn't have to worry if you're going to get upset being carried by someone else other than me, and neither does daddy. I think that has to do with your security in knowing that Mommy and daddy are doing our best to only make promises we can keep, that we will always be around whenever you need us (even though some nights we do leave you to have date nights!), and that we'll love you no matter what.
Responsible. You always make sure all trash is thrown in the rubbish bin, even if it's somebody else's. You always tidy up your toys after you're done playing with them. You love stacking games and placing playthings in a particular order. And you always trust that mommy has reasons you don't yet understand in giving you certain boundaries in the freedom that you're given with.
Loving. Above all, mommy and daddy have long prayed for the best for you, and that is for you to love everyone you meet and having others love you too. By all the qualities mommy have listed above, it's easy to see that the buds of our love are growing well and alive in you. You are smart, beautiful, charming and confident.
But you see ... these qualities are fleeting.
Love isn't something you do, but something that Jesus embodies; something that Jesus
is. The more you get to know him, the more you'll understand that his love for you is enough to love those who love you
and those who hate you.
Love isn't just about giving to those who love you, because it's always easy to love the people who love you. One day in life you'll see that God was right when he said that even though you're his precious daughter, you have to expand your mind into the shrewdness of a snake, even as you keep your heart as innocent as a dove. There will come a time when you'll meet people who are difficult to love, and when things get hard, mommy and daddy will only keep praying that you look into the example of Jesus Christ.
At the time you're reading this, you might still be at an age too young to exercise spiritual prudence. But you know what? Even mommy still needs Jesus all the time. Daddy does too. So I hope at whatever age you are right now, you open your mind as wide as you can so that these words take seat in your heart well into maturity.
How To Do This Practically:
- Open your bible everyday,
- Make notes about the verses and chapters that speak to you at that moment, and
- Talk to God every minute of every hour about anything your heart is speaking about right then and there.